i’m on my way to my dad’s lake house to see my family and i just want to stamp “please do not ask my questions about my life or future” on my forehead
lake house isn’t going so bad. my bf and dad are bonding and my medication’s side effects have subsided. drinking with my dad and bf right now. pleasant.
i started a new antipsychotic last night (saphris) and its making me feel so overwhelmingly agitated and mean. i feel bad for everyone around me right now. even the little clicking the iPhone keyboard makes is making me want to crush my phone then rip all my fucking skin off. my heart is beating so fast. oh god why
my mom just pulled a bar of Xanax from her purse, handed it to me, and told me to shut up
Those legs! My goodness!!!!!!!